DeVoTeD....DeVasTaTeD

The past few days has been one of the worse if not worst days of my life...
There is a lady that I have been head over heels with and I knew she likes me at least a bit. (I do find out it's true) All start with my MSN profile message "Who would you choose the one you love or the who is in love with you?" Let's call this lady S...she told me I should choose the one who is in love with me instead of the one I love...and I don't know what happen the next thing that happen is I kept messaging her without any reply asking her why would she say that and what the reason...but she remain silent. I try to get her by smses, calls and MSN but either she reject the calls or don't reply my messages.

So I talk to a guy friend A, he is the one who introduce me to the lady who is in love with me. I told him what happen...yes it's is my fault for getting to know the lady A introduce but I just want widen my circle of friends. A introduce me to N...and N was immediately "fall in love" with me just in 1 day. So A told me to give him S number so he can explain to her the real situation. I was very reluctant to give S number but A told me to trust him and say not to worry he will help.

And so I give A the contact number of S...to cut story short A flirt and try to seduce S instead of helping me. I treat A as a friend and yet he do this to me. A is actually attached to another fren D who is close to me before she is attached to A. I am the sort of person always see good in everyone directly put I ignore my godsister advice that A is so called playboy. I don't mind if he want to flirt with any other gals but why the gal that I as his friend in love with. How could he??

Even A's gf D knows he like to flirt but I don't really mind as long they are happy together but why must he do something to interupt my happiness instead of helping me, he says to S "How I wish I had known you earlier?" and so on...and at night S called me I thought she ready to forgive me and although she forgive me but she is furious that I past her number to A who is seducing her. S told me not to contact her anymore and she delete me from her friends list although I beg and cried. I never been let down by a guy in my life before because only my exs play me out and make use of me. He told me he was testing S to see what type of person she is and whether she will cheat or hurt me. Do you believe him or do you think he is covering his line???

Now there is nothing I can do as every messages I sent to S is without reply. Calls are rejected. Honestly I feel I don't deserve to be punish this way because it is my first mistake I had made like this. I know S is confused and I have to give her time. I just need the strength now as I have not slept the whole night till now....Only Allah can help me now as no human can.....